Is This Really the Most Free Time I’ll Ever Have?
Letter Thirty-Five: Dear Drowning with No Sign of Land
Because as you mentioned, we’re existing in a broken system. Academia as a system certainly does not meaningfully encouraging rest or free time or sustainable workloads. And systems are not for taking on as individuals, that’s something that requires community and organizing and capacity.
Is it possible my PhD advisor is setting me up to fail on purpose?
Letter Two: Dear Bewildered and Burnt-Out
It makes total sense to me that this leads you down the thought paths you’re on, especially your curiosity around your advisor’s intention. It seems perfectly understandable to be wondering that about someone who should want you to succeed (we hope just simply because that’s sort of their job but also because it reflects well on them when you do well) but whose actions aren’t aligned.